So last Sunday, I withdrew from the crowd and penned down my thoughts and feelings. Based it on one word: Integrity. To my horror, I deleted it at the Castro's by accident. I tried re-writing it though, so here it is.
Integrity. How I am inside and out, the person that I am at home, outside and everything in between. How I treat my parents. Who I am in the privacy of my room against who I am when I step out of my door. To always remember that His plan is massive and my life simply isn't. To always remember that genuine happiness is not achieved but it is found when I realize that His love for me couldn't have ran out. His mercies are new every morning and He makes me new. My life in all it's fragility and frailty is held together in His hands. Hands gloved in grace amazing, never-ending compassion & insurmountable love. He restores my soul. I will wait on the Lord. My heart waits for Him.
