Cringing to the spelling of that ^ song, but I love the artist. Mary J. Blige's new album FTW! .. So, *clears throat* today's SOAP, I read Psalm 136-138, and the verses I read were all enlightening and fitting, especially Psalm 136. If how I was feeling about my first day at my job was ever penned, Psalm 136 would fit the mould. An uninhibited, unparalleled all out praise to my King ..
Then my eyes wouldn't let verse 23 just be read once, or twice. NKJV says "Who remembered us in our lowly state, for His mercy endures forever", and it just hit home. My God didn't forget about me, and failed not to deliver me out of my troubles. I feel so, rewarded. I guess it's because I didn't quit when I wanted to, and waited on Him instead. I love how God doesn't let my worries slip past Him, and He cares about my thoughts, even the littlest of them. He knows what troubles me, what frowns my mouth, what aches my fragile heart. Funny that in the midst of all of these, I still doubt and am fearful of my future. What will happen in 6 months when my contract is finished? That's just one of the questions in my mind. Make my mind at ease oh God! (I posted that question for future reference, for something to laugh at when my God proves victorious in this area of my life again)
I guess I'm only left with one thing to apply from this devotion; God remembers. [:
On a lighter note, a few nights ago I tried to give Yanentations a face-lift, but I couldn't lift my face of my new sofa-bed and snored it through 'till morning! [: So I'll try to match this blog with the new season God's bringing me into. You just got Yanentationed. Take that!
